I See My Future In An Instant And There It Goes...

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Incredibly, so much has gone on since I last updated. work has been hectic. However, things are begining to look up with my new manager. Although he takes advantage of the fact that Im short and he can say anything to me without upsetting me. It seems that he also trusts me enough to look after certain things pertaining to the store. I thought one of my co-workers was pretty cool until today. The guy sold about $12o worth of merchandise with about 3 service plans to a particular customer who I sold a $5 organizer to. Well, this person returned EVERYTHING this morning but instead of just returning what I sold to that person to my account, he charged EVERYTHING he sold her on my name as well. Soo, not to mention I started out with like -120 some-odd-dollars, I also lost $5 spiff. This also happens to be the co-worker who i woke up estra early to take to work because his car broke down. Help someone out and the give ya a nice stab in the back. My manager was pissed though and fixed it. But he is still upset over the fact that my co-worker actually did that.

People at school call me "Radioshack Girl." I don't know them but they know I work there because they have seen me or I have helped them with something. Thats so weird. I'm extremely excited. I met Ambassador Sanderson and I definetely know that I want to become a Foreign Service Officer. Im so excited over that meeting. So many good things came out of it. I love Humboldt!! As much as I do though, I do miss my home. And it sucks because my brother came to visit my family for a week and I wont be able o see him or my adorable nephew.

Thank you Johnny fo those incredible white roses I got from you. I also liked the bear. Very soft. Thy're still alive by the way. There is one rose that stands out in particular. Its beuatiful. It hasn't faded at the least. It stands out because it looks the same way it did the first day i recieved them. I cant thank you enough for those. It definetely made my month.

Dion-I miss you! Awesome friend to have around. Great listener and you have always understood everything I have been through. whenever Ive been down you've been there and thanks for that. I forgot to say "Happy valentines Day." Its supposed to be for Love and Friendship and you have been a great friend. Too many Good Times at VC.

Chris- You're sooo sweet!! This is what Chris wrote on my facebook online:
"Hey Lladie! Everyone who reads this, she is the most amazing, caring, friendly, heartwarming person you'll ever meet! She's pimpstress at heart also! If everyone in the world met Lladira, they would fall in love with her! Hope you're having fun! I got shot with a paintball earlier today when I wrote this.... "

-The Chris Guy!

..::Hope your paint ball hit doesn't hurt that much!::..

I went to a drumming performance up here and that was awesome! Ive never been to something like that. My roomates are into Reggae and are semi-hippies and took me along. Its was something totally out of the norm for me but overall a great cultural expirience. But since it was in a coffee shop. I ordered An Oregon Chi Tea with 2% milk. Yumm!! Im so addicted to those things. I think I have at least three a day.

I was chosen the leader for The Social democratic Party for our German election Simulation in my Political Science Class. I have a lot of work to do because we have to set up the party platform. My gosh eeek. Im also the President for The NP Class for Gamma and Im also the Fundraising and Community Service Chair. I have a lot on my lap right now its crazy. But I have to make the best of everything. I know I can handle it. I must anyhow. I want to. So, GOOOO ME!!

Lladira at 12:44 AM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

..::HOROSCOPE::..

Generally you prefer to think of yourself as down to earth and realistic, Lladira. However, today some powerful intuitive revelations could come your way, which could be too intense to ignore. This could involve premonitions that actually happen, or dreams or visions that shed light on your own situation. This is a good day to sequester yourself and reflect or meditate on what you're learning. It could represent a turning point in your life.

Wow, thats a bit freaky...

Today was a great day. Unfortunately I'll be working for 27 hours next week which kick my ass. I'm a bit depressed because of Eddie. Turns out that the whole accident was due to the driver loosing control of her car and smashing into two trees. The thing that sucks is that they're ok and Eddie is now in intensive care because of internal bleeding. All the girls and his Lamda brothers were there. Its so depressing. Also, yesterday, Johnny recieved a ticket and the police officers were total jerks. Someone needs to kick all the people who get power trips like that. I dont like that and certain people know exactly why. I hope my day is better tomorrow.

GOOOO EAGLES!!!

That one is for you. :)

Song Of The Day: Linkin Park "Faint"

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard

Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everybody can see these scars

I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel

But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real

So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do

Face away and pretend that I'm not

But I'll be here cause you want what I've got

[Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

(Time won't heal this damage anymore)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident

Cause you don't understand

I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense

I say what you never wanna say

but I've never had a doubt

It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out

So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do

Face away and pretend that I'm not

But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

(Time won't heal this damage anymore)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored) (Now)

(Hear me out now)

(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)

(Right now)

(Hear me out now)

(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)

(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

[Chorus] (I can't feel the way I did before)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

(Time won't heal this damage anymore)

(Don't turn your back on me)

(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel I won't be ignored Time won't heal Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

Lladira at 11:32 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

I got a henna tatoo! Its beautiful. I thought it wasn't going to come out the way I wanted it to because for some reason it seems that my skin will not absorb the pigment of the color very easily. It was a great night. All the girls and myself got together for that. Amazingly, they thought I was cute because I laughed every time they tried applying the henna and the ecalyptus oil. Im so ticklish its hilarious sometimes. I got hit on today. I should keep track of these things. I think since arriving at Humboldt, I've gotten hit on more than any times in my life placed together. I left my phone at Radioshack and I felt like kicking myself in the but for that. Its quite hilarious though and Im sure adam is going to give me a hard time. Brandon, my manager, was making this big deal yesterday because Jenny was helping me with the Parts certification. It was ridiculous though. I have a particular song in my head right now. Describes my feelings at the moment. Its one of those weird phases. eh...

Jaguares: "FIN"

Si yo me fuera antes de amarte

me suicido cayendo al mundo con mis alas

y aquí en la tierra te doy mi esencia

te doy mis cielos todos mis sueños

con tal de ver el calor

de tu calma

de tus manos

de tu risa

de tu alma

Fin,todo tiene un fin

menos el fuego de tus ojos

que se pierden

profundo en el misterio

de las historias que no cuenta

el celestial calor del sol

Y después de un tiempo

te vuelvo eterna

te saco del mundo, te purifico

y nos perdemos volando en lo eterno

Dame tu vida

te doy mi esencia

nuestra última entrega

de un gran principio

Fin,todo tiene un fin

menos el fuego de tus ojos

que se pierden

profundo en el misterio

de las historias que no cuenta

el celestial calor del sol

Lladira at 3:34 PM